confessions of an actress...

this is the first truly "free" moment i've had all week.

deciding to be a crew head for a show. 

while i'm IN a different show.

and one of the prop masters FOR that SAME show.

(did i lose you?hah.)

while taking a full plate of classes this semester.

crazy.

i'm crazy.

but i'll tell ya something...

as stressed as learning this New Jersey dialect is making me...it's incredibly satisfying when it sounds authentic.

as exhausted as i am each morning, i know i'm learning some major life skills.

i'm surrounded by wonderful people.

at school.

on ichat at the end of the day.

or within the comfort of my own family.

i am sleepy.

i am happy.

i am memorizing like a freakin maniac.

i have incredibly sore feet from being in heels for 4 hours straight every night this week.

but i wouldn't trade any of it.

honest to god.

i would not.

i'm so proud of my cast.

they are wonderful people who work so damn hard every single night.

i can't wait to show the world the waiting room.

(ok. world was ambitious...but the CSUN community+friends)

be grateful bloggers.

and like i've said before.

when life gets monotonous...challenge yourself.

it's a push you won't regret.